A Personal War (closed)

I kissed him deeply and cupped his face in my hands, keeping his lips on mine.

i smiled and returned her passion sevenfold

I slowly, very slowly pulled away from him, panting like a dog and smiling like an idiot. "I wish I knew what this was like a while ago."

i grinned "and why is that?"

"I don't know.. It's just odd how you know all of this and I know nothing for once." I chuckled and rubbed his cheek lovingly.

"being a guy makes it kindof a natural knowledge"

"Well being a sheltered girl this isn't in my natural knowledge." I laughed a little and leaned my forehead against his.

i chuckled "oh well"

I smiled and laughed a little, kissing him again. "I love you."

"and I love you too, now go to sleep"

"Once I get my clothes back on." I chuckled and shook my head, smiling wide at him.

i laughed and rolled over "clothes aren't neccisary when we're alone anymore"

I smiled a bit and looked at him with a sideways glance. "I suppose you're right Nik... You'll be seeing everything sooner or later."

i smiled "so true"

I laughed and laid down, looked at him with a bit of a smile. "Night love."

"good night"

I smiled and took his hand, closing my eyes and getting comfortable in our small space. Hopefully the first of a lot of things to share.

i smiled and closed my eyes finally relaxing

It took me a while to fall asleep actually, all my senses still a little hyper from our fun earlier. I don't know- I guess I was just too excited to sleep that night...

i sighed as i tried to doze off

I rolled back over facing him and quietly sighed. "Nik?" I whispered to him.

"yea?" i whispered back

"I take it you're not asleep?" I asked quietly.

"nope, i'm not" i said

"I can't sleep..." I said guiltily.